I met someone.
I knew he was a good person
and he told me all the beautiful things to me.
And he is telling me to come to boston to live with him next year.
Now we are both in different countries outside of usa.
I know that it’s real but somewhere in myself, i’m deeply resisting.
He told me “do you agree with all of those be done naturally” and it was not a firm agreement of being in relationship.
He said he likes me because i’m all positive, peaceful.
So i told him all the severe past experiences that i had with telling him that i will not be the one who you think i would be.
I already applied my school and fees there so it’s obvious that i will go few months later.
But since i told all the things relate to my past, the last message he sent me was ‘i have concerts to do for 10 days from now, so we will talk another day ’ and it’s been two weeks that we didn’t talk.
I know that he’s good person so it’s possible that there’s meaning for his act. Maybe it could be giving me space to clear up.
But I don’t know how should i view this at all.
How would you view this?
How should i think and act?
What could be higher point of view relate to these kind of little things and agreements in relationship?