The emptiness lesson prior to this was deeply resonant. For years now I have seen visually that the world is a dream or a kind of fairy tale. Everything shines with light and vivid color, and it is as if I can see through bodies and other objects - all of them shine with the same emptiness and light. Noticing this emptiness used to frighten me, as it forced me to realize the world I thought was so solid is only an idea in the one cosmic Mind. I was confronted with the realization that nothing I believed in was true. So I have been letting go of many, MANY ideas over the years. And now just saying the word "emptiness" brings a kind of peace, stillness and joy, and I find myself wanting more and more of this NOTHING. Talk about paradox.
This lesson on spaciousness is even more intense. I adore the word. Holding it quietly in my mind immediately produces a blissful, floaty freedom. It is as if my inner being is levitating - I can feel my energy rising and rising as I focus on it. There is amazing power in this realization of freedom from identification with the body. I am going to use this lesson more than 25 times today because it feels AWESOME! I am so thankful for these lessons, and the fact that they are FREE, as money has not been a focus of mine for some time. (I plan to do the empowerment courses after I finish INFINITY and see if I can muster up some motivation for practical life...)